Dear Mr. Vernon: We accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong. But, we think you’re crazy to make us write an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us: in the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But, what we found out is that each one of us is: a brain …
And an athlete …
And a basket case …
A princess …
And a criminal.
Does that answer your question?
Sincerely yours, The Breakfast Club.”
So, uhm, what are you doing?
I'm doing a lot of things actually..
But you're just lying on the grass..
Yup, but I'm also thinking a lot of things..
Like.... How do you know if it's your time already; When will my routine change; how do I make myself feel that I'm not alone. Like those things..
Well, I don't know either..
It made you think huh?
Everything is fine
Everything seems fine
Fine is everything
Fine seems everything
but is everything fine?
By just glancing at things, you can see that everything is at the right place. Look at it, and you will say it seems right. Being contented with ‘okay’, nowadays, is everything. Some people are not, but still considers ‘okay’ as an acceptable judgement. Take a good look, not just by using your eyes but also your brain and of course, your heart. Now, I’m going to ask you does everything seems fine at all? Does everything feel like the things are in the right place? Are you contented with an ‘okay’ judgement? You’re not contented about it but doesn’t plan to make an action? Is everything fine or almost? My answer: No, everything is not fine, that ‘almost everything’ is not fine either.
To be honest, nowadays, I don’t really care how much followers I have here, in twitter and in facebook. Why? Because this shits are supposed to be my “thoughts keeper”. Not a “real thing” blog but instead my diary, why do I post it here on tumblr? I don’t have any reason to answer that actually. All I know is that whenever I click the icon ‘new text post’ sentences starts to form. May be that’s how comfortable I am with the tumblr peeps.. May be because a part of me would be missing if I don’t get to share things out here..